When the Very Worst Happens…

 When the Very Worst Happens…

by Lucinda Secrest McDowell

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Mike McDowell age 32.

What does a 34-year-old man do when he hears these two phrases only days apart: “Congratulations, you have a baby daughter!” and “I’m so sorry to tell you that your wife has liver cancer?”

He makes a choice to move forward into each new day, trusting in God’s strength and seeking to fulfill his calling as loving husband and father.

He perseveres.

At least that’s the way my husband, Michael McDowell, faced life when he and his first wife, Inka, were confronted with the unthinkable as a young couple.

In the Bible we are told to “persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what He has promised.”  (Hebrews 10.36)  But what if the will of God involves walking through the suffering of someone you love? Holding your family together while juggling work, childcare, medical appointments and household; all the while watching the love of your life grow weaker, cancer diminishing her vibrant young life?

“At first the whole thing was surreal,” Mike recalls. “I remember standing in the kitchen on the telephone, absolutely stunned and speechless, hearing the doctor’s prognosis that was about to turn our lives upside down. Yet, through much help, we sought treatment and surgery for Inka, cared for the three kids and felt hopeful that the cancer was completely eradicated.

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Last photo of Inka with all her children, 1981.

“By the end of the year we were all devastated when the cancer returned with a vengeance.”

One thing that helped Mike keep going was the example of his own parents who had survived the death of their seven-year-old son Greg, battled financial hardship, and struggled with their own medical challenges. “I learned at an early age to never give up. And my whole ministry at the time – InterVarsity outreach to college students which required raising support each month – taught me that God could be trusted to provide, no matter what the circumstances.”

As Inka’s condition worsened, she wanted to be near her family in the Netherlands, so Mike transferred there and moved everyone into a Dutch flat, never realizing he would be a widower within the month. He remained there, learned the language and kept his two sons and daughter well cared for an additional two years before returning to the States.

Today those same kids are the age he was during this ordeal.

He recently shared how he was able to persevere through so many hard times. “I cannot imagine going through the life I’ve lived without a solid sense of God’s presence, love and care for me at all times. Three ways I experienced this:

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    Single dad, 1984.

    The body of Christ ‘held up my arms’ like Aaron did for Moses in the Bible. When I was too tired or perplexed to handle a situation I would often find someone else quietly cleaning our home, or (in a most generous surprise) anonymously providing a final family trip for all of us to Hawaii. I still meet people who remember praying for Inka back in the 1980s – those prayers sustained us.”

  2. I found that in the midst of horrific change, God never changes. One way this sustained me was through my own spiritual disciplines of prayer, worship, the sacraments, and Bible reading. Those are the touchstones not only for my life, but for the lives of countless saints through the ages. There’s a reason we commit God’s Word to memory in the good times – so that it can be remembered in the bad times, and bring hope.”
  3. Lastly, in order to persevere, I simply learned to take the next step.”

“We cannot survive on our feelings. Many times I didn’t feel like getting up to change my daughter’s diaper or bike the boys to school, but actually those very ordinary routines were what kept me going. Yes, it’s hard to be a single parent, but knowing those precious lives depend on you is a great boost to focus beyond your own pain,” Mike concluded.

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Today Mike and Cindy are grateful for 31 years of marriage and God’s faithfulness to our whole family!

What situation has interrupted your life recently? What was your very first reaction? Run? Pray? Scream? Confide in a close friend? But what did you actually do? Take some time today and examine your own strategy for choosing to persevere through tough times.

Michael McDowell, has modeled perseverance for family and many others his entire life. Life continues to confront us all with the choice to give up or keep going.

Will we persevere?

        under the mercy, Cindy

NOTE: Just to fill in some blanks, in case you are puzzled. When I married Mike 31 years ago, he was a widower with 3 small children. I went through the court process in Seattle and adopted Justin, Timothy and Fiona as my own —  both in my heart and legally. However, we have stayed in close touch with all of his late wife Inka’s family in the Netherlands and many of them joined us for our two daughters’ weddings recently. God is faithful. 
~ Excerpted from Day 13 in “Live These Words” by Lucinda Secrest McDowell
 ©2015 Lucinda Secrest McDowell
Website/Blog www.EncouragingWords.net
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5 Responses to When the Very Worst Happens…

  1. Beautiful story of faith. Thank you for sharing

  2. Michael McDowell says:

    Thanks so much for posting this story of God’s amazing grace, rich mercy, blessing, and faithfulness in our lives over many years! It’s important to take time to reflect upon, from time to time, what God has done as this can be a source of great encouragement for our present and continuing pilgrimage of faith in the present.

  3. Judy Rehfeld says:

    This post brought back a lot of memories! Joe and I got engaged in February of 1979, and Mike and Inka were the first and only! married Christian couple that I ever spent time with during our engagement. They had us over for dinner, and I remember vividly my first view of a Christian home with young boys. (and later Joe and I had our own 3 boys!). I remember hearing of Inka’s death and Mike remaining in Holland. I also clearly remember getting to know you at UPC, and praying with you and for you as you and Mike grew closer, and marriage was considered. I enjoy seeing you look back on previous life stages with the wisdom and experiences that God has given you. THANKS for sharing.

    Love to you and to Mike too—

    Judy

  4. What a beautiful, faith-filled story. Thank you for writing this. We need examples like this of incredible perseverance.

    Lindsey

  5. laela2014 says:

    So glad you shared this on your blog. I remember reading it in your book. Love the beautiful portrait of daily faithfulness yielding the fruit of this family showing the glory of our God who sustains and turns the ashes of mourning into dancing at weddings!

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